I just can't help but must admit that some things might have changed between you and me.
Not sure what it is but i do hope that its because school is starting soon and we're busy with many things.
Hope things would still be the same...

hmmm maybe its time to update abit on this blog after junhong reminded me today.
i guess basically nothing really interesting happened just training and training every week. Worries about the holiday homework inundated(i love this word i memorised=D) my mind. Then somemore got the ogl dancing thing. OKay la actually that one quite laxing, more chance for me to relax my mind. HOWEVER! the worst worst worst worst worst thing that im facing now is that im spending too much money-.-
BASICALLY totally i've spent a grand total of 110$ in 4 days-.- CRAP LA! how am i suppose to explain to my father when 50$ of it is supposed to be spent on paying my new specs and buy 1 year supply of contact lenses...... IM SO SCREWED!
NOW still got a class chalet coming up, outing with TNT on thurs or friday, Christmas BBQ with sec sch classmates at Terrence house, OGL camp from 7-9 or 6-8 i not sure...
SHIT IM BROKE! how am i supposed to explain to my father about this....
OKay i guess i will just have to go on diet now>.< sigh... have to starve on days of christmas and new year week....

OMG i didn't realise i can be so long winded today..... hahahahahahaha
okay la enough for today, maybe will update more if im not dead tomorrow!

for some reason, i feel so dead again

I am feeling so so so frustrated now.
Just feel like screaming.
Just want to talk to you..

I hey a sudden urge to scold vulgarities, but i vow to remain silent.

When i look at her eyes, the focus is not on me.
But on a guy just beside me.
Maybe its time for miracle to save me from this agony.

i have no idea why is this happening to me.